i have finally reached the point where i can comfortably admit that i am bored. i basically haven’t worked for the last 7 months (and the last 3 before that were working as a nanny, which, while it is awesome, is not really “work”) and i’m starting to go a little crazy on the inside. i don’t really function very well when i don’t have structured things to keep me focused because my internal clock wants to stay up all night and sleep all day, and if i don’t have things i have to do, my body just slowly tries to creep up my bedtime…i just spend all my time lost in my own brain. i’ve been better about hanging out with friends the past few weeks, since i’m finally not sick anymore and i won’t see (most) of them again after april 15th. that’s helped a little.
i feel spoiled saying “i’m bored” in europe, but lille has been home for a long time now. i have places i like to eat and drink and walk and run, but those things can only fill up so much time. having lille 3000 going on helps a little since there’s always new things to see, but i’m very ready to have a month of amazing travels and then come home to start the next chapter. and speaking of that, i should find out this week or next week which graduate assistantship i got…hurray for funded MAs.













